Saturday, November 8, 2008

Mia is 4 months today!!!!

Mia's mom wrote something so touching that I'm just going to paste exactly what she said: It's true. She is four months old today. Fun or no fun, the expression "time flies" does not apply here. I feel like Mia was born years ago. Last night I was thinking about how different my life was four months ago. When we were in the hospital waiting for Mia to enter this world, we had no idea how things would play out. I knew it was going to be a rough road, but all of my fears were about post transplant. Can she go to school? Can she play sports? Can she have babies of her own? All of these questions have been put on the back burner. I really was not anticipating the torture of watching her day after day working so hard...clinging to life...waiting for that second chance. Lately I have been soothing her (she does not appreciate the breathing tube) by holding my hand on her chest. It's incredible to feel her heart. Her heart seems so close to the skin, you can actually feel the muscle vibrating. Every time I feel her heart I am reassured by how much it is working. Her heart is working so hard... working every second of every day to keep her here. There are times I wish I could flash back to four months ago, and enjoy the peace. How different my life was, easier...but not better. Mia and her fight have brought me to a place in my life, that now that I know what I know, I can never go back to the person I was before. Life as I knew it is gone, and will stay gone. The heartache is real, the hope is real- both levels of which I have never known until Mia.Sometimes I feel like life needs to stand still, that everyone needs to stop what they're doing and realize the magnitude of what is happening to her. Why is everyone still enjoying life? Don't they know? Mia is stuck right where she is, unknowing of how wonderful life can be. Since her birth so much has happened outside of the hospital. Athletes have won metals at the Olympics. There is a now a new president of the united states. Historical events continue to occur, life continues for everyone...while one tiny baby has no choice but to wait.This girl could not possibly be more of an inspiration to all around her. She has proven that miracles do occur. We love this little girl- and look forward to the day when she be able to come home with her family. I know all of your prayers are keeping her strong. Please continue to pray for her. You made it FOUR months Mia! We Love you so much!

7 comments:

Amanda-The Family News! said...

Way to go Mia - 4 months! We are praying for you!!!!

Fauxgenuine said...

I had heart problems when I was born- I did not get a transplant but I did have surgeries. One at 6 days old and one at 5 years. I am almost 15 and am having a perfectly normal life. Mia can too!

Anonymous said...

I get on babycenter and your friend "Tickled2bMum " had a banner with baby Mia on it so I decided to click on it and read about her.
I just wanted to let you know that I will be praying for Mia. I will also pray for you and your family. Thank you for sharing this blog it really inspired me and made me stop and realize what it is really important in life.
Happy Birthday to Mia! She is a PRECIOUS baby! :)

Diana and James said...

Yay!! 4 months.... and praying... can't wait to hear the good news of a Heart for Mia!

Dennis, Crystal and Audrey said...

HURRAY!!! A HEART!!! WE LOVE YOU. YOU ARE A STRONG FIGHTER AND YOU JUST PROVED YOU AND YOUR FAMILY CAN MAKE IT THROUGH ANYTHING.

Julie Nelson said...

Your Mia is 2 days older than my baby girl. This has really hit home for me because as I look at these pictures I see my own baby. I can't even fathom what you're going through.

Our family is praying for you! 4 months old and it's only going to get better! We don't even know her, but we love you baby Mia!

valmg said...

That got to me. My Mom and I were just speaking about this the other day, how my time after my second son was not quick and fun. Things have gone well for us with our son and I pray that they get better for Mia's family. I wish Mia a speedy recovery with her new heart!